Its Gloomy Out!

Ok...Sooo its really Gloomy out today! But that doesn't mean that I have to be right??? I had coffee this morning with an awesome friend and devotions with an even bigger friend! :) I realized that the more I read my Bible the more...um... I guess questions I come up with. The more my mind has doubts and then the more I try to answer my own thoughts. Is this weird??
Anyway...I was reading and in Jeremiah God asks him to speak and he goes and speaks of destruction and so on...do you think he ever let his human nature get in the way? Like did he ever get up on a soap box and over elaborate what God asked him to say...you know..how sometimes we catch a fish and its sooo big...but when we tell the story..its THIS big!!!
I don't know if I am making sense...but I think of weird things when I read and sometimes it drives me nuts! Does everyone have these thoughts when they read the bible? Or am I the only one who picks and searches and finds reasons to doubt and then reasons to prove myself wrong.
I guess I am struggling with the whole human nature thing. I have been asking God to use me and my talents/gifts he has given me and to use them where HE wants me to...but I find myself sometimes getting all puffed up ..all full of myself. Then I look in the mirror and really inside I feel with all I can do..I can only do these things half-way. I haven't been given a talent I am good at all the way. And then..if I get puffed up sometimes..don't you think people God spoke to may have gotten that way too?? And did they ever walk around like..yeah God speaks to me and not you..haha! Or where they that good at walking and talking with God that they never had those feelings?? And if soo..How do I come to that place??
Ahhh ...sometimes my mind is too full...maybe this blog stuff will be a good release for that!
Anyway...thats my weird thoughts this morning. Oh yeah!! The sun is shining now!! How nice! :)